I have been hacked!

Hello i'm qj6 and my account has been hacked i have spent over 60$ on servers and if you don't get it back i'm going to kill my self on live tv and say its your faults <3

i have anger issues and im a messed up kid and the account was the only thing keeping me going!
Email: n.sherburn@btinternet.com

Password: Ashgrove05

Previous passwords were: Ashgrove5

I need this and if you dont get it back then im going to leave this world (for good)

also the account had no security questions so help me NOW!

My email (right now) is Thomassherburn@gmail.com

The reason my dad cant change the password back is because we was with BT and now we are not my mum says we cant access the email anymore!

I just told you everything you need to know i have lost my account and im blaming it on you since you clearly dont care about our protection because i have seen multiple hackers like this and i have seen downloadable links to crack peoples accounts and its anoying on of them was called egg cracker or something like that.

If you dont believe me i have sent one of my logs...