Boat crashed

In my peaceful survival, a boat collapses under me for the SECOND time! With a loud roar. The first time it happened near the coast and I successfully reached the coast. But the second time I sank to the bottom, from where I tried in vain to scoop up, but could not. There was a feeling that something was pushing me toward the shore again. I have lost all resources and have no more desire to play. Please help.