Creating issue and load save

At first i must tell that you got something wrong with creating issu- when i want to choose something from list i got zoomed everytime and see nothing else than few big letters, and cannot chose anything from list. Second issue is with loading saved games. Sometimes when i save game (you could add button save game without quiting from game), and especialy when i got some coll items, in next day when i try to load it i get respawned near my bed without anything and with 0 exp points... Sometimes turning off game and try it again it will load game just there where i have make save. But there are moments where i cannot do anything just searching everything from start...