i cant play and appears that i dont have it anymore

i was playing the java edition fine yesterday but now the launcher is asking put a nickname profile again and when i tried to, its just says that theres an error creating the profile, i log out and login in the launcher thinking it would fix it but now it say that i dont have the java version, its giving a pop up to redeem the game but its throwing me into a website from microsoft that says its not availabel, and when i log in with my microsoft account in the minecraft website, it says i dont own any version of the game, java or bedrock when i own bedrock and i was given java edition as everyone else a couple days ago