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Hey Minecraft-Team,
I have a Problem with Minecraft Java edition.
I changed my name 2 days ago and today i see that my skin has changed and my name has been reset but in the name what i had a year ago i saw this on Namemc (you can see it under).
After that Year i called myself LostChrisii and _Russkaja but it doesn't say there.
In the Minecraft Page says i have to buy Minecraft but 2 days ago it wasn't.
I can't play minecraft and i dont know what i can do i hope that you can help me.