mising files and wont load

Minecraft wont load and most of the files as .Minecraft > CrashLoad.txt isn't loading nor is .Minecraft > user Preferences help me where to get them and even forge files are gone and akka actor isn't in there and then on the other hand WHY ARE THEY GONE HUH just askin so I don't have discord or curse BUT I HAVE JAVA WHY IS MC NOT LOADING I RAN IT FOR 3 DAYS 23 HRS. and it hasn't loaded